Tuesday, February 27, 2007
i'm so very sad
yet, i feel that i rather turn in to a non-living thing.
just typing,
theres no need for reply
no need for ears.
i did not know i failed so bad
just by being a girlfriend.
it hurts
when everything you did to someone is nothing
he doesnt feel it
i'm sorry.
what i say was just how i feel
but i din't realise it hurt you.
i'm sorry.
to me,
it diff,
you and him.
i hope by not making the same mistake would bring us further
i thought i've made every effort i could.
it was not enff,
i dont deserve so much from you
i'm sorry
when you searched the whole world
just to find someone you need.
you just realise
you're all you need.
at least for now,
not that there is no one for me
it just that you're not here.
i really hope,
you could have talked to me in a clear state of mind
instead of this.
you need to fall really bad
to learn i suppose.
i fell,
i want to amend everything.
but it doesnt seems that way to you
ya,
its very unfair to you
i totally agree.
it's my fault
mayb im not just that ready for another r/s
than i thot i was.
i'm sorry.
i hope you can lead a better life.
no more tears,
no more sadness,
no more drowning yourself.
i wont cry anymore,
i will try very very hard,
i want to fufil a promise i made
for so many tyms to you.
at least thats what i could do.
at least.
takecare =)
hearts, STEPH
2:32 AM
